The Rising [part 3/3]

I always thought my lover
would be my better half,
my other half that completes me.
Yet when I gave you my everything
you turned away and left,
never looking back.
With a single touch
you crumbled the walls around my heart.
You left me to rebuild the walls and here I am.
rising from the destruction caused by you
I am standing once again.
And now i do not need you
for validation,
for acceptance,
I do not need you.
I complete myself,
I am not half of anything.
After the destruction comes the resurrection and,
I am my own before anyone else's.
I am my own and never yours.



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