It's Just a Four Letter Word With No Meaning
I’m not even sure how I feel about ‘love’. It’s a distant thing I have yet to experience still. I’ve come across different versions of ‘love’ that’s for sure, but never have I understood it and that is what scares me. Will I sacrifice all that I am for someone who is so obsessed with self-destruction like alcohol or will I never meet ‘the one’? The one that is supposed to walk into my life, and make everything all right at the end of the day. The one that is supposed to be worth all of the pain and heartache at the end of the day. How can I trust someone to love all the broken pieces of me as a whole, when I don’t even know if I can at times. How can I love someone, when I myself don’t know what love is. Love is a four letter word that has no meaning behind it to me, and I’m scared I’m chasing love and will never meet the right meaning behind it. I’m scared I will settle for second best when somewhere out there is someone that sets my soul on fire. Yes I have been in relationshi...