Young & Reckless
I'm still trying to figure out the type of person I want to be, and it's okay if I don't have everything planned out. People ask me what I plan on doing in the future, and it freaks me out sometimes - how people except you to know exactly what you want to do with your life every step of the way. Sometimes I just want to reply that 'I don't even know what my plans are for the next day, how am I supposed to have the rest of my life planned out at such a young age.
I'm still growing up, still figuring out what I want to do in life; and the two most important things I've learned so far is that: It's okay not to have everything figured out all at once, and it's okay to make mistakes - even if people don't approve it's okay and that's all that matters to me :)
There will always be someone that just isn't going to be fully satisfied with whatever I plan on doing in life, and I'm learning to not care. Naturally I'm a very helpful and people-pleaser type of person. At times, that is just an excuse for pushy people to use me. As I'm growing up, I'm learning to voice my opinions and reasons, growing a backbone for myself. Sometimes that leaves me stranded all alone, and other times it ends with me making a new friend :) I'm trying to slowly grow out of my protected shell and not care care what others think. At times it's difficult but it's a work in progress :)
Letting down the high walls I've built up in order to protect myself often comes with repercussions; good and bad. But hey, that's what life is all about. It's either a lesson learned or an amazing memory to cherish. It's a crazy roller coaster ride with a lot of ups, downs and twisty turns; but all worthwhile in the end :) Never know what's going to be thrown your way, have to be on your toes!
Growing up, to me means trying to slowly figure out parts of who I am as a person, and what I want to do in life. With that being said, no one is perfect and everyone makes mistakes and has their flaws. I've made mistakes in the past, made a couple today, and of course I'll make a few in the future as well. That being said I'm young, and of course I'm going to be reckless at times even after over thinking everything out. So oh wells, I'm growing up and the decisions I make today, tomorrow and in a couple years will either be incredible memories or great laughs to come. Some will be there by my side and others will just be judgy jealous people. Who cares......(me just a little but it's okay)
~Think Positive~Be Positive~And Positive Things Will Happen~XOXO
I'm still growing up, still figuring out what I want to do in life; and the two most important things I've learned so far is that: It's okay not to have everything figured out all at once, and it's okay to make mistakes - even if people don't approve it's okay and that's all that matters to me :)
There will always be someone that just isn't going to be fully satisfied with whatever I plan on doing in life, and I'm learning to not care. Naturally I'm a very helpful and people-pleaser type of person. At times, that is just an excuse for pushy people to use me. As I'm growing up, I'm learning to voice my opinions and reasons, growing a backbone for myself. Sometimes that leaves me stranded all alone, and other times it ends with me making a new friend :) I'm trying to slowly grow out of my protected shell and not care care what others think. At times it's difficult but it's a work in progress :)
Letting down the high walls I've built up in order to protect myself often comes with repercussions; good and bad. But hey, that's what life is all about. It's either a lesson learned or an amazing memory to cherish. It's a crazy roller coaster ride with a lot of ups, downs and twisty turns; but all worthwhile in the end :) Never know what's going to be thrown your way, have to be on your toes!
Growing up, to me means trying to slowly figure out parts of who I am as a person, and what I want to do in life. With that being said, no one is perfect and everyone makes mistakes and has their flaws. I've made mistakes in the past, made a couple today, and of course I'll make a few in the future as well. That being said I'm young, and of course I'm going to be reckless at times even after over thinking everything out. So oh wells, I'm growing up and the decisions I make today, tomorrow and in a couple years will either be incredible memories or great laughs to come. Some will be there by my side and others will just be judgy jealous people. Who cares......(me just a little but it's okay)
~Think Positive~Be Positive~And Positive Things Will Happen~XOXO
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